wedding dress

today wednesday..tomorrow is
thursday..then friday holiday..wow cuti will
coming soon..how fast the time
is??

actally i don't know what story should wite..but i have a lot of
story to
talk about..

firstly, as a lecturer..sometimes i feel
boring with my job?? u know, only
two days i will teach and three day work
with blind
salary...hahaha..translate from malay to english..from 'gaji
buta' become 'blind
salary' :-)

Supposely my project student should
meet me as their supervisor, i never
choose them but they choose me but they
all don't want to meet me as
schedule....what should i do??angry..mereka dah
besar..so difficult to teach the
big student...my fiance give 'telur ayam
je' to them..

these student so bad to me even though i had the project
student before.
they all langsung tak nak jupe saya...i warning them, if
their project cannot
achieve their objective, don't blame me..i'm ot wrong
but them..berlagak
CLEVER....

they all think, i ni nothing to them.
Ok..if they all tak nak jupe and
discuss what they had done..okey..see in
the final project presentation..i love
my student last sem..January
2009..not this sem...

okey stop my work as lecturer..citer telatah
student lak..opss..now we go
to my topic. is about my dress for
solemnazation..i order the jubah from someone
and i got it..so beautiful but
the cloth too jarang for me..nampak my
body...malunyer nak pakai..so now i
think what should i wear to cover my
aurah... do i make a new cloth or just
do the inner for my jubah..

actually for my wedding day, i do have any
plan to wear more than a
cloth..this is because i don't want to waste
money...my fiancee said to
me...just take a cloth because the solemnazation
in the same day with the
walimah..so why i need more cloth to wear it..

when i read the book about Siti Aisyah r.a, wife to
our Prohet Muhammad
s.a.w..i feel so malu...shy to him and Allah..my
religion never teach me to make
the wedding ceremony like most people do
now..we know that the rukun for
nikah..just 5
* bride
*bridegroom
* wali
* akad
* saksi

not more than it...for my
wedding, just has a small pelamin..put the
curtains and some flower and
carpet..just it...normally the people like to rent
many dresses until
hundreds ringgit but wear just to take a picture..so why waste the money..
if you think more, after
marriage still can take a picture with many dressses...
so don't follow the
other people but follow the religion rules...islam is
the beautiful
religion..teach all of them..just we need to find the right things..ok

so for me.. just one dress..jangan MEMBAZIR..ITU
KAWAN SYAITAN

kematian itu pasti

today i don't have mood to write..
i don't know why...
maybe my stress sudah datang..

came to office but i don't know what must i do...
i don't have a class but also don't have a work..
all my work finished already...

today, i want to talk about dead...
every live thing must die..u can see plant, animals and humans..
but we don't know when the time of dead will be come...

actually, in this morning, my sister said to me that uncle cousin her bf' ..died..
sick...diabetes...

then last week, mom of my sister staff also die..falled in toilet (maybe) but falled la..
two days comma then died..

in this morning, while listening radio, mantan MB Kelantan also died...
so everyday pasti ada kematian...as human we must believe that we also die..
please do amalan banyak2 as bekalan di hereafter..

world is temporary but akhirat is permanent...we must belive it as a muslim..
in the quran ada mengatakan ade golongan bila di akhirat nanti akan merayu kepada Allah untuk dikembalikan ke dunia..untuk buat amal kerana sudah yakin dengan apa yang Allah cakap kan...

i have a quiz...about mathematics but not totally mathematics...
6 - 1...what is ur answer??? 5 of course but is wrong...the answer is zero...
how i got this answer..
now we talk about iman or faith...
if in our heart not belive 1 of rukun iman..maka kita tak beriman namanya...

when talking about aurat..what do you think???
close ur hair and your body..write?? but why many people today do not like to wear a scarf...and wear a loose cloth???
as a girl or woman, my heart will sick when see the perempuan especially yang dah kahwin tu tak tutup aurat..pakai baju ketat..pakai short pant...islam tak bagi..
kerana perempuan ini hanya dipandang oleh orang sepatutnya seperti suami bukan tatapan umum..bagi isteri, sayang la suami anda kerana segala dosa anda ditanggung oleh suami.jadi la isteri solehah yer :-)

actually bila talk about kematian..takut kan...we don't know in there, hereafter di mana tempat kita..either in palace or hell...nauzubillah..takut kan...even tsunami berlaku pada 2006 kita pun tak apatah lagi untuk menghadapai kiamat. actaully hari kiamat itu sungguh dasyat yang tidak dapat dibayangi oleh fikiran kita..

selagi kita hidup, musahbah diri di mana tempat yang selayak di akhirat nanti?? macam mana kehidupan di alam barzakh???

wallaualam...